If you didn’t fuck me around so much it would be different.
Thank you for loving me so much that you refuse to be selfish with me anymore…even though at this moment, I wish you would be more than anything in this world. This whole time I thought that you didn’t want me anymore, that you weren’t in love with me, and that I didn’t mean anything to you anymore. But I was wrong. I was so wrong. Looking into your eyes tonight, I saw the man that I have always wanted you to be. I saw that you loved me so deeply that you were willing to let me go. You want me to be happy in the purest sense, you want me to have everything I have always dreamed about, and you know that you are not the person that can give those things to me right now. You know that if you asked me, I would leave everything behind and be with you, but you don’t want that for me. You would never do that to me. You finally want more for me.
What you said was, “We have to be friends for right now while you’re in college.” But it sounded a lot more like, ”We have to be friends for right now to pass the time.”
You want me to grow and prosper and become everything I have always wanted to be, but you know that I can’t do that with you right now. If there is a future for us, I will look at you and thank you. I will love you even more for loving me so much to let me live my dreams. I am falling in love with you even more as I write this and as I realize who you have become. I am brokenhearted but I am also in awe of you. You were loving me in the purest possible form, by pushing your wants aside to give me what I deserve. Thank you for loving me.
I love you, and I’ll be seeing you.
nobody in college gives a shit ive seen peope walking to class in heavy snow in sweats and a tshirt and flip flops ive seen people wear studio headphones in lecture ive heard so many professors curse its really some next level shit and high school did not prepare me for it
I was not prepared for university particularly this one lecturer that would slip in a photograph of fisting into presentations to check we were paying attention
my heart just sank and tears are coming precious little fluffer nutter LOOK AT IT SMILING OMFG
it’s face, omg plz.
Because I sincerely feel that I need a baby alpaca on my blog.
EVERYONE needs a baby alpaca on their blog.