Distraction in its true form (via amandahhplease)
People get drunk
They hook up with the wrong person
And pretend to be okay
People act tough
And get mad
People will do anything to distract their heart.
They will do anything to distract it from missing someone.
You can’t not reblog this
god, we are them. Don’t you see?
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i hope you find someone who will love your curves and all your edges, who adores your flaws and admires your strengths, someone who will fight for you and won’t give up, someone who will make you feel beautiful and who will text you good night and kisses you good morning, someone you can be yourself with and someone who never, ever lets you go
I watched you sleeping, your chest rising and falling, breathing slowly and steadily with the occasional sleep talk. I barely slept, I just watched you sleep. I couldn’t get enough, I kissed your arms and your chest, because all I wanted was to taste your skin, to know that it is real, to know that you are really next to me. And your eyes would flutter open for just a quick second, and you would turn over and hold me in your death grip against your chest, and I couldn’t breathe but I would have rather not breathed than to have moved. I didn’t need to dream because my dream was right next to me, and for the brief moment I did dream it was about you anyways. I had never felt more complete and content in my life, because for that moment you were mine. You were perfect. You were beautiful. You are my own slice of paradise.
I told you that I want a house in the country, with a big backyard and a climbing tree, because you are the only one in the universe I want to share it with. The love that we have couldn’t be found again in a million lifetimes. I could live a million lifetimes and my soul would still be searching for you.
I want to wake up every morning to you. I want your face to be the very first thing I see. And I will be filled with an overwhelming love and bliss. I will be in awe of you every single morning. I want to make your coffee, and cook your omelette. I want to name our children biblical names even though you don’t want to.I want to raise your children and watch them as they play in our backyard and climb our climbing tree. And I want nothing more than to fall into your death grip embrace every single night for the rest of my life. A love like ours doesn’t just burn out. It never goes away. I will never love anyone the way I love you.
I am yours. You have already claimed my heart. Marked my soul. There is no going back from that. You put the moon and the stars and the sun in my skies. You’re it for me, you have been it since I was thirteen. I love you. I love you. I love you. You have been my first love and you have been my only love, that’s just the way it is with us. There’s no changing a love like this.